I hate to think it, but the fate of our world rests in the hands of men and women who along with fate, hold in their hands guns and weapons. If not holding them directly, than ordering those hands, telling them when and who to strike down.
Fundamentalists on the other side of the world are hard to reach at best, impossible at worst. I have no written or conversational Arabic, and the Muslims that I do know are not complicit in the appalling trade in blood we see paraded before us day in and day out.
So what can I do? I ask myself - me, the eternal, always thwarted individual.
I could join in the fight, to whatever extent my government would allow. Join the military and hope that I was deployed to a desert land, a gun in hand and a song to sing, lollies to children and a bullet for the enemy.
I could join the other side and strap a bomb to myself, dying for a religion that I do not believe in and for a cause too ancient and confusing for my singular and all too inefficient mind to make much sense of.
I could send myself off as a humanitarian aid worker and make a small, immeasurable difference, valuable and priceless to the few it helps and risk having my throat cut, my head severed, all on camera, all accounted for.
But, I realise that I will do none of these things. Men and women in power, either of this side or the other, will direct the course of events in ways that are unforseen and uncaring of any effort I exert myself.
I do not wish to inflict, or succumb to, violence. Aid is almost impossible when there is no security, when you feed with one hand and bury with another. When a war wages on and will not allow you to get in its way. I am in no mood to become war fodder. I do not agree with our “enemies” cause, as I cannot empathise with it, or understand, and conviction in this soil is in no way possible. Therefore I will not join them or die for them or set up a regional office for them.
Their leaders will not hear me out, for what right do I have to speak to those who live it and suffer it, and have their own measure of success, and, I imagine, a prize for winning whatever war it is that they’re fighting. Those about to blow themselves up, and a hell of a lot of people along with them, are beyond the point where you can reason with them, unless the reason is coming from people they trust and respect, the people advising them who should die in their act of martyrdom.
What option do I have? Who will listen to me? Where do I have a right to an opinion and to voice it?
I live in a democratic nation, so it is here that I have an option, here where I will be listened to, here where I have the right to opinion and the right to voice it.
One individual, one vote. A public sphere where I am free to try and get others to opine in the same direction with me and hopefully vote the same way.
I have no say how other nations are run and who they kill, but I do have a say in how my nation is run and who we kill.
Sure enough, I am not American, and I possess no vote and less (much less) of a voice and right in that country than its citizens, but our nations (me being an Australian) are allied, and our troops have also partaken in your defence, our lives and our compatriots have also suffered the risk, our innocence and innocent (Bali bombing) have also been lost. So our population should have some small voice, some right to discourse.
So, collectively, we condemn and denounce “their” actions, but we have it within our powers to stop ours. We should be allowed to determine whether we are contributing to the death and suffering, if we are, in any way whatsoever, a part of the cause, a majority of the cause or not culpable at all, and then act as we can and must.
Criticising "them" is easy enough, but ineffective at best, when the actions of our governments deafens them to our criticism, pales our criticism in comparison. Criticising and then voting according to that criticism will effect action, will have a lasting repercussion.
How many times has it been said without losing its simple power – think globally, but act locally. Criticism included.